Paradox of comprehension

Being a person of sub-normal intelligence,i don't understand, things unsaid, i don't know how to say no when yes is all i believe in, i don't understand that the question wasn't asked to share my views instead to just reinforce that which i believe is untrue, i've always ended up saying what i believe in(which indeed is sometimes different from what i want to), mostly unconsciously! And the beautiful path i see people(it might sound offensive to say them people, but they would understand i mean my dearest friends), who would not interpret something negatively, even if i intend it to be so. While quite surprisingly, i faced a situation, where i unwantedly, unknowingly offended someone whom i was supposed to respect. Standing while talking to your teacher, i always thought was a way of showing respect to him, though i realised it might be interpreted otherwise. All my blog readers, i request you to talk to God, for i know, knowingly or unknowingly hurting someone who is your teacher is something, He does not forgive, He would not forgive!!