My two worlds

Cuddling teddy, lovely dolls,

That only sing, stare and speak

That important smile, of my own

That sweet pic, those pink and blue clips

That wooden pencil, those yummy chocolates

That green spinach, which only popeye liked

When happiness meant, a butterscotch

And sadness was it melting away before i could eat

When loss meant, my doll breaking away

my teddy tearing away, and regain meant

a bigger teddy, a better barbie

When fear was only breaking away of those wooden pencils

Cute brother eating my, my chocolates, all of them

When hardship was to eat that spinach

And reward was an extra chocolate

When smile was lost at father denying me something

And came back flashing at his gentle kiss.

When understanding meant, knowing more than two chocolates was harmful

When i thought world was useless without me

When i thought, i knew, i am the princess

For world only meant to me, those who loved me

Those who cared for me and those for whom i’m the world

The clock ticked on, the wheel rotated,

The world unknown started clearing, the big-day came,

And I realised, I finally did realise

 the dolls and teddys are not the only things broken

That it hurts more when hearts and dreams break

Only bigger teddy’s and better dolls come

Not better humans and if something gets bigger, it’s hardships

That smile, is not always good, it hides the bad within

That understanding was much more than the number of chocolates

That spinach was easier to digest, than disrespect

That world isn’t just that small window through which i peeped

And saw only those beautiful flowers, that there are thorns!

But, i still remain the princess of that world, that’s just mine

And that father’s kiss, still brings that heart’s peaceful flashing smile.