I have always believed that You see everyone and everything. I have always believed that You love good people. And whenever things go wrong with anyone, You know it, I always say "God has better plans for us". And I've been saying it to myself as well whenever things have not gone the way I wanted them. I've always believed that I want more out of my desire than out of my need , and so You sometimes ignore my request. But, now You are being callous, yes CALLOUS towards Your own angels and my favourite people. How can You not listen to the prayers for them! How can You just let things go so bad that people who have faith on You also break down! And it's not their break down, it's not their tears or sadness, I will not say, but it's Your inability to be a good Father. It's Your inability. I know You will never forgive me for saying or thinking all this. But, I am fine with it. It is very important for me to ask you "Why can't you take care of Your good people?".
With deep apology,